Today is officially day 1 of my fast. I even made a list of why I wanted to do this so I can look at it whenever I need resolve. I just woke up so my willpower has a long way to go. But whatever it takes I'm going to purge my system of the worst 8 day binge of my life (in which I gained TWENTY POUNDS!!!).

I'm never going to eat chocolate, icecream, PASTA, nutella or bread again. They are my problem foods. I just have to imprint the phase "a moment on the lips, a lifetime on the hips" on my mind and remember that eating is not meant to be the highlight of my dreary existance.♥

baha. i binged again. xxxx kill me.xoxoxoxox

but i think apples may be the way to go from now on.